I went to the doctor today, it was good, he was nice. He kind of worried me a little but I'll get into that some other time or on some other post that it relates to. I'll try to keep this related to the topic. He said he's not sure if it's DIDs that I have but he's pretty sure I do have some sort of dissociation. He gave me numbers of two psychiatrists I need to see and said that I need medication and therapy... Fun fun... ugh I'm glad it's taken care of and the ball is rolling now though