Hi thinker, sorry you are feeling so bad, but i also admire you for all the tasks you are doing. keeping your journal, cooking, posting here letting people know we are not alone in thinking the same thoughts.

do you know how much it helps others that you have posted your feeling here and how many poeple will draw strength from that. still that does not make you fell better and i am so so sorry you feel so bad. Please try and take the day hour by hour and know that you are helping others just by being here. You are in my prayers tonight hopefully you will start feeling lighter soon, love noelle xx