I'm normally super forgiving. I was starting to doubt myself and my resolution to fire her. Now I'm just in the no man's (or woman's) land between psych professionals.

I called the hospital that has a mental health unit a few minutes ago and asked them if they could alter my meds and the nurse I spoke to basically said not unless I was admitted to the unit. I told her I wasn't suicidal at all, just felt like I was jumping out of my skin. She suggested I just take 2 of my sleep aid tonight and see if I can finally sleep. If not and I still feel this energetic and spastic, then maybe I could call again tomorrow for other idears.

I don't wanna make dinner. I wanna eat cupcakes and icecream. Hmpff