((((tmac87))))

I am really sorry you are going through this. I really understand part of what you said and can feel where you are coming from. I know trust can be a big issue for people especially when you did not have it as a child. I know what PTSD is and what it can cause. I suffer from it as well and there are times when it is not good. I am glad you reached out and I hope you will continue to reach out. We are here to listen and support you in your walk. I know you are in a tough place. I know you do not like it when they say it takes time--but it does take time. Please be kind to yourself and do something for you. You deserve that. Know you can pm me anytime you want to talk. I do care and I am here for you. Sending you gentle hugs if it is okay.

dps