Wish I could see her sooner... but the office said her schedule was full. Wish I could at least talk to her by phone.

Of course I feel more depressed. Anything makes me depressed. I'd wish something worse happened to me in that accident, but I wouldn't want the other driver left with that to deal with. I just want to melt away... I wasn't even supposed to be taking that route... but there was a detour for road construction. I really don't need this junk right now... I was started to do better.