Thank you so much everyone for all of your kind words of support. I can't begin to describe the feeling of being able to talk about all of this DID stuff so freely. . . It really is amazing. (I'm required to say that others inside do not find it amazing ) we'rrrrrrre vuneralble here tooo!!!! Yesterday, a worker from Children Services Division called me to discuss the case I mentioned earlier. Apparently they are going to open an investigation and wanted me to email photos that I had taken ...(sorry if too much information ) and she asked me lots of questions about what I knew. I'll here more as this progress but I don't know how to assimilate all of this. I'm on the verge of total decompensation. This is so scary for me because this issue has somehow affected me (or just tipped the scale that was already pretty full). I have to maintain professionalism in my job and I feel like I'm barely holding on by a thread. . .

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we are nervous all the time becase d-land mama (thanks Manda!) has to talk to people who ask lots of questions about kids getting hurt and stuff and then she's scared and we're scared and we don't like hearing the yucky stuff over and over and then we cry and cry and the big girls get mad at everything. we don't want us to have to go to the court or to have to hear all this stuff again. and we cry at the picture. lots of new memrories last day and today and its too much to think about because we can't beleive that so many people could be so bad.
boy do we feel yucky. d-mama should sleep cause she gets up reaaaaaaaaaaallllllyyy tooo early!!!!! boy some of us don't like that at all especially if we've been up crying alot (she don't like that either)
bye