I can't say I understand how it is to make someone feel burdened. I am alone in my ups and downs. My parents won't talk to me when I get in my moods if they doesn't make you feel great I don't know what does. It does seem finances are always an issue for everyone all the time but don't get discouraged. There are resources out there to help whether its food rent utilities. Take advantage of them if you need. That's what they are there for