dear fuzzybear...I'm so sorry you were feeling so bad. You know there is no need to delete your words, let them out and let them be heard, you deserve to have your words, thoughts and feelings heard. If you need to growl, a great place to do it is the Lagoon---it's so beautiful and soothing there and I've found that you can scream or growl as loud as you want and no one minds and the sound is carried away by the beauty.