Hi Perz,

Gosh, it sounds like you have a catch 22, a job which is both easy and difficult at the same time!

We often get trapped like this, as the nature of a trap is that it is just attractive enough for us to go in, and then we get stuck and can't get out.

From reading your post I would say that your deep desire is to get out of the job, that's the message I'm reading. The good news is that you do have a job that you can do well, so you will be attractive to another employer.

What would you like to do?

Cheers, M