I am so sorry about your son, my prayers are with you both!! Now about the therapist.....how long have you been seeing your her/him? Do you take medication for your depression? If so, maybe your pdoc can get you with a therapist that would be of more help. If not, than by all means hook up with a pdoc that can help you search for a new therapist, and at the same time help you with any medication issues. If you are not taking any medication (anti-depressants, etc.) now, then I would really suggest it.....just from personal experience.....they really help!!!. Take care!