I hope things look up for you soon. I'm not on meds, tried all the older ones w/o success & am tired of the game. I hardly go out, I'm in isolation, but I do okay w/ it. I'd like to have local friends, but we've been here 5 years, if I haven't made one by now, I won't. I'm content w/ being online w/ all the friends I've made.
Hope you feel better soon.
Love,
RM