Hey bridgie, I'm sorry I got to this so late. I hope you mean that you're going to go for help. I hope you're not thinking of giving up altogether. If you are, please do ask someone to take you to the hospital. If you're fine, but just giving up on fighting against treatment, I hope you get to that dr's appt soon and continue with your treatment.

We're here for you whatever you decide to do, but do take care of you first. Worried about you.

This is me talking here, me who hates the hospital...I'm very close to going myself because I'm just plain exhausted with trying to fight these incredibly out of control moods. I need to sleep some time!

Don't give up. You have many choices still. Please stay in touch. And if you don't want to talk to us, call one of the hotlines like 1-800-SUICIDE. Don't be afraid. They won't necessarily send anyone. It may just be good to hear someone else who's understanding on the other end of the line.

Sorry if it sounds like I'm overreacting, but your message is kind of ambiguous. Stay with us.