please make it stop i dont kow whats wrong with me

lately ive been pic my abuser hurting me again an i just cant seem to get him out of my head. one min im fine next im not i cant handle being like this anymore an to top it off i get a scratch or something an i see it an then it makes me think about selff harming myself please someone make it stop please im begging u i cant deal with it no more
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