(((((((((((((((sunny)))))))))))))))

i'm too tired to say anything intelligent right now, but i just wanted you to know i read your post and i feel for you. that sounds like such a tough session, but it does sound like you both were trying to reconnect at the end. you have a good relationship with your t. i do think you misinterpreted what t meant when he said the thing about you not understanding what he meant. i think he was trying to compliment you and say that you two are so close--rather than that you are not. i think he said one thing and you heard another. take care sweet sunny.