((((((((((((((((darkeyes)))))))))))))))))

I feel your pain and frustration. It's sad our own pdocs, who are there to help us with our needs to keep us from going off the deep end, refuse to help us FULLY.

A few months ago, my step sis started taking Adderall and me being as frustrated as I was about my ADD, I took one to see how it affected me and if it worked how it should, I was going to tell my pdoc. I know I shouldn't have taken my sisters medication, but I was at the end of my ropes with all this BS. I took the Adderall, and within 30 minutes things were already becoming more clear for me. I was able to read half a book that night and not have to go back and read over what I had already went by to remember. I told my pdoc this and she just shrugged it off and said I shouldn't have done that. pffft! Where's the help in that, ya know?