I also agree if there is a problem with your mind, just as in any other part of your body, you should seek medical help...sometimes talking with a therapist isn't complaining, it's talking about good things that are dear to you, it's putting two heads together to get you out of the downward spiral. I, too, had a job I hated going to, overnight also, and it sent my head spinning. Now I have a job I want and am blissfully happy- why the urge to keep your job? The sky's the limit when it comes to daydreaming..ever thought of working in a group home?