What I mean is, how do we decide what our lives are all about? Some things we admit, some things we deny. I suspect--or I think?--that there are some issues that I know are true, but I would rather deny and do deny. We determine our lives by what makes us comfortable for the moment. Sometimes I think that I can rationalize almost anything to make whatever is wrong right. Know what I mean? I hope that I am not too confusing. If a doctor would ask me about one particular subject, I would laugh and say, "But I like my bad habits." My bad habits make me feel good. I like to tell myself that it's healthy to skip meals, and so on. Anyone willing to take a stab at these ideas?