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I'm sorry it was such a rough session for you. I think it's amazing how well you handle the dual/triple roles, it would confuse me greatly!
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I heard the hurt come into my voice and had a hard time continuing and I knew immediately that T knew I was upset. I had to stop talking, and then I started crying. CRAP! It was so dumb to be so hurt about this thing and then to cry about it right in front of T. Essentially showing my hurt over this thing let him know how much our relationship means to me.
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I don't think it was dumb at all to be hurt about this - don't diminish your feelings about this, they are important! And why is it bad to have your T see how important this relationship is to you? I think it's great that you cried - maybe it was over frustration at the session, frustration with T, sadness that you think the relationship is changing, or all of the above? No wonder you cried!