Can't stop not right now, I try not to cry but now it's beyond crying. I have now gone back onto self harming. Just when I thought I was doing a bit better. I fell right back down again. What to do? Should I give up everything I once loved and now nothing loves me in return. No more hugs, it is even harder when no one understands and listens. I dunno how I got this way...? Maybe I woke up when day and smell the roses! Now I cut everyday all the pain fed to me is now sunk in my skin. I'm so upset and I'm sorry but no one is there to save me when I fall!