I am doind OK, but I am feeling sad, because something that has been a part of my life for over a year may be ending. i was part of another health and wellness community and the person who created it is starting to pull a Jim Jones on us. He is deleting threads that question his methods, and of course feeling dysphoric mania, I began to question why we all had to bleat like sheep when he posted something. I got mad that he answered someones question with a guru-style platitude that diminished her question and I went off. Respectfully, but I questioned his methods and his beliefs. The thread was pulled with no explanation, and I am sad that a community that claims to be welcoming of everyone would censor the questioners. I think the "free thinker" alarm went off. I am thinking of leaving that community, but I also largely credit that community with giving me the courage to get psych help. Not sure what to do, but it makes me feel sad.

As far as healthcare, maybe we can move to a country that provides it for free and speaks English.