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Old Aug 14, 2009, 11:42 AM
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Originally Posted by Eljay View Post
I'm from South Africa and I am Caucasian (White). I'm from mixed Dutch, French and German stock. That makes me an Afrikaner. My home language is Afrikaans. It sounds a lot like Dutch. My surname is French. We, Afrikaners were responsible for Apartheid. A great sin. I grew up thinking it was normal that different cultures lived apart from each other. I was too young to know that our government used this as a way too take away the rights of non-whites. They were repressed. Our newspapers never reported the truth in those days. They made the freedom strugglers out as criminals. The crimes of the police force were always justified. We didn't know the truth. In my teenage and student years, I was too wrapped up in my own things, I never took notice of the news and any attrocities. I was 24 when democracy came to this country. Today I still have a guilt feeling about being an Afrikaner and I'm ashamed of our history. I'm the only one in my family with guilt feelings and they don't understand me. I know these feelings stem from bad self-esteem, but I can't stop feeling guilty. What should I think and do about this?

{{{{{{{Eljay}}}}}}}

I have a lot to say about your post but I'm going to try to keep it brief because I tend to ramble when I write. I think it's because I want to be understood. But nonetheless, here goes.

I am a caucasian American. I am 56 years old. I remember when I was a child and African-Americans were segregated from the white people in my small home town. I never understood it. My parents never spoke about it. It was just the way it was. Then in the 1960's, the Civil Rights Act was passed and the movement began to end segregation and provide equal rights to all people of color. That struggle still goes on today, to a more covert degree, but ask anyone and if they are being honest, they will tell you that it continues today in our country, the "Land of the Free". In the 1970's and 1980's, I worked in government to enforce the civil rights laws in my home state of Kansas. It never ceased to amaze me how deeply seated bigoted thinking went. And it still does!

I can tell you one thing: no person of color holds the entire caucasian world responsible for their mistreatment. They are not narrow-minded enough to believe that each individual white person agreed with the government policies that oppressed them. You were a child. You did not have significant influence on those policies. Teenagers are always wrapped up in their own lives. Also, IMHO changing attitudes usually happens one person at a time.

What I am telling you is that you cannot carry the entire responsiblity of your government on your shoulders and allow it to make you miserable. You know now that what they did was wrong. What matters is what you do and how you live from this moment on. Let this one go, sweetheart. It is way too big for you to carry. It doesn't matter what your family thinks. What YOU think matters but please don't carry that guilt another day. It doesn't belong to you.

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