Ooooooo, rambling! I *LOVE* rambling! I've done enough rambling online before, too. Ramble all you want, that's what this forum is here for. Not much for a hug today, huh? How about both hugs and going out? Where should we meet? I really wish that we could. I hate when I feel the way you do now. I've been kind of craving socialization the past couple days, too. We're having a party at work tomorrow, so me preparing for that and buying balloons and a mini bottle of Jack Daniels for our boss as a surprise gift was a pick-me-up. Then I realized that I forgot to call someone important. I feel really bad about that. Anyway, I know that things will improve for you soon. Hey, why don't you make up a reason to party? Just pick a theme for the day and stick to it. You don't have to spend anything either. Brainstorm a bit. It could be fun! By the way, did you all know that last week was National Mental Health Week in the USA? Have a great day, Heidu!