(((((((((( dreamland and all ))))))))))

Can you talk with your T about what is going on here. It does sound like you are needing extra support right now. If not, does your work provide supervision where you can discuss how you feel about your work? The one thing about people with DID is that we are able to deal with things very well under stressful situations but you do need to do good self (selves) care. I would think this is hard for the child parts within you to handle but they need to know that your professional self can deal with this.