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Aug 15, 2009, 04:30 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2009
Posts: 49
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I can't imagine that moment when therapy is finally over. I cannot imagine knowing that one day I won't see him again. It's not a romantic thing, but that he is a BIG part of my life now, even tho' I only see him every week or every other week. He is the only one I can open up to. I cannot talk to family or friends. He is going on vacation next week and I won't see him for a couple of weeks and I already miss him, and I just had a session today! I don't want to seem needy so I didn't ask about calling him if I had to. He did tell me, when I first started t. w/ him a few months ago, that I could call him when I needed to, but I hesitate; I don't want to seem so pathetic! I don't want to chase him away! Just knowing that I will see him again is such a comfort, my security blanket, my "teddy bear" that I mentally cling to. My tho'ts are always on my next appt., but when it comes, it is over in an hour, but that's enough at that moment, and then I start to miss him again a few days later! Too dependent? Yes!....for now at least! Maybe I know I'm better if I can move on, but at this time......"don't leave me, Dr. XXXX!!!! 
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