I seemed to have plunged my system and another close to us into dispair!
Now Host's Grandmother is going to sell the god damn house and send us to live with The Mother, who is even WORSE!
She also stated she is going to put a password on the computer!
For that reason I have not left the computer room since she uttered these words! I even slept (and not very well)in the room! I will NOT make my system suffer anymore by allowing it to happen!
WHY do I always make things worse for myself and everyone around me??
I am seriously considering packing my bags and leaving the system! I TRY to help! I DO! I just make everything WORSE!
I do NOT want pity--I want a way to make things ALRIGHT again!
HELP!
(Hill)Erik