I will be composing my respectful good bye letter today. The cool think is that I can check in without being logged in.

I feel awful today. Not depressed, but somewhere inbetween, but not the stable category.

I may go to the beach with my family and just bake in the sun. Maybe it's just some vitamin D that I need.

I feel like I am in trouble here because I am still sleeping too much, feeling tired, but feeling tweaky and I haven't had a shower in 3 days (yuck) I am feeling like I am fighting some sort of cause and I am having trouble letting it go. Not cool.

I feel like something bad is going to happen, and I have brace myself for it.