It's only open M-F, but if I need it on any of those days I'll drop in.

As for now, I just have to make it through another day, another week and then I'm practically to my p-doc appt. I'm on the waiting list in case something comes up sooner.

Something is really not working with my meds. Sorry I keep repeating myself. I'm exhausted but can't sleep. I just tried to take a nap and everytime I closed my eyes my mind felt blank and detached from my body. It was like my body was a piece of meat and the brain was trying to leave it, but I was observing them both. I wonder if that's how death feels. Needless to say, I tried for half an hour, but couldn't fall asleep.

AHHHHHHHHH! I'm not a danger to myself but I keep wondering if I can go to the ER, talk to a doc and get my meds adjusted or if they'll just turn me away and say, come back when you're more crazy and/or suicidal.