Secret,
I'm so very sorry...
glad that you don't have plans on doing anything, though.

Feeling this way is hard, and hateful, feels like nothing will ever change...many of us have walked the same path.
We know it gets better but it sure doesn't feel good at the moment. There were times I felt as thought I was in a revolving door.

We care about you...please let us know how you are

In Peace