I did actually have a shower right after the neighbor came over because I felt embarrassed. I have no fear of the shower, but it was like I felt it wasn't necessary because I was so busy and I didn't stink yet. I always try to make sure I shower before t-doc appointments because I don't want him to think I need more intervention than he is giving me and also I don't want anyone to see me unshowered. It occurred to me that I didn't have any contact with anyone but my kids for the three days. I also have big curly hair that gets out of hand if i don't wash it. I can't get a brush through it when it is dry.
I even washed up again after the beach.

I guess I just need to rest more.

I'll try, I promise.