Crying Child said some good stuff in her post to you. I have been where you are at. It is so hard not to give in to those desires because they give a measure of relief. But it doesn't have to be that way. You can get past this without harming yourself. I know life seems a little bit much right now but it can get better. Please take some time right now to tell us what is happening in your life that has pushed you to this point. Maybe we can give you some ideas on how to cope with it. Sometimes we focus so much on NOT injuring ourselves that we forget to work on what is behind the behaviour to begin with. If you are feeling suicidal please contact a suicide hot line.
Take care,
Carrie


<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson