My appt is sept so weeks away. I am still debating in my head about whether I want to go yet leaning to going. I remember being on meds so many times before and my head just aching. I dread the feeling again. I dread admitting I need help and all the help entails. So much of what all of you are saying fits so well makes so much sense. Its kinda nice to hear from ppl that understand what I'm talking about. I realize I'm sane. Unless its my crazy days. Then I surely don't feel sane. Eccentric may be the better term. That I definitely will claim. Nope not ill just eccentric.