((((((((((Ryan))))))))))))

I understood that you were doing what you felt you had to do, and didn't think that was the real you for one minute. I am worried about you though. I'd like to know what's going on with you (pm or email is fine), and what your plans are. Whatever is going on in your life right now can change and will change, and I want to hear about your journey and who you become when you reach your potential. I think you are a great guy.