i just broke up with my gf, drama has made my depression/axiety worse last few weeks. Now its even worse since i hate being single....i had a really bad day last monday. emailed my councilor and made it sound like i killed myself...which i didnt but i felt sooo low and depressed.....

last few weeks has been crazy for me...i started acting werid and stuff.

parents threw out all of the meds...since i was going over the limit. most i taken was 14. had dirreahea for a few days...im doing ok for now after the break up. we are friends for now....

but im sure i'll hit rock bottom like i did monday....

help

want to feel loved......