<font color="red"> Feeling so down and overwhelmed since coming home Monday from hospital. I can put my finger on why...just that I do. I do not want to slip back into that dispair again.........but it is tugging at me. I slept alot yesterday...guess that is normal right? Just feel so blah........going to see my T again today....then again friday but then he will be on vacation all next week and that scares me Sh*tless..........just wondering if coming out of the hospital is it normal to feel so down and gloomy and overwhelmed again..it is iike nothing has changed...all the feelings are still there and urges....UGH ...just feel weird to be free too and not someone hovering over you every 15 minutes........sorry for rambling....thanks for listening </font>