amdx,
i hear you. i understand your not trusting. i read your anger, disgust and pain. it's real. the stereotypes in this world, even by some professionals, are horrible to try to live with for the emotionally/mentally ill.
possibly you could print this out and give it to your t to help explain those deep feelings and stereotypes, and why it's so hard to trust?
be safe,
kd
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