Sorry Calista, if I offended. Yes, we know about those ones that kept us alive. We thought later it best to not have said 'tapes'. It's some kind of psychological babel/babble we have heard. When in actual fact it's an alter who has kept us alive. We think it was a bit tongue in cheek actually because we hoped someome would say...some kind words to our buddy here.

So again, sorry for seemingly wiping out a very caring alter.

Hunny