I was in your situation somewhat, and my state has low-income mental health help.
Maybe call mental health. Although, I have to say, I recently went to a new General Practioner Doc. and he's the one who mentioned to me ADHD. I have an appointment on Wed.
I am all new to this, even though I've known something has been wrong for about 20 years. I married at 26 and divorced at 36. Had several different types of jobs, can't sleep, etc. Have been self medicating with alcohol to shut my brain off because no one knew what was wrong with me.
It will be in your best interest to get help.