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Aug 16, 2009, 11:39 PM
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Grand Magnate
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Member Since: Nov 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 3,120
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I know I don't post here much but I decided to try it. I know many people have been wondering how I really am doing. That question is really a moment by moment question. I go from being fine to totally freaking out. I have been very stressed and am having a lot of issues dealing with everything. I am afraid to ask for support so this is the best go at it I have.
Switching
Many know and have met some of my alters, I have been hiding this for a long time, I was Dxed over a year ago and I have not wanted to accept this all. I am starting to realize that they are not going to go away. I am feeling very lonely even when my head is very loud. Things have been really bad for me right now with the sleeping issues and the stress. I am losing a lot of time and am not knowing how to deal with this. I am afraid of showing it in chat, if I start to freak out at all I leave and make my own room so no one has to see of has to deal with me or other parts of me.
I am not trying to complain but just have a lot on my mind, I have been wanting to write this all for a while and this is all just the highlights with things, there is still a lot more to each one of these. Thanks for listening/reading all of this.
I hope I have not caused too many issues, or been too annoying with this all. There is so much more I want to say but don’t want to ramble your ears off.
Thanks again for listening/reading. If anyone has any suggestions or ideas PLEASE let me know.
To read the full post about everything here is the link:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=110740
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