((((Porcelain_doll_2004)))) I hear you, you are closer to me than you think, feeling wise anyway. I am down myself and can't get up. I know that I have been told that I am fighting because I have posted. I guess it is fighting but I don't feel the gain. I'm sure it will pass, it has in the past. If I can help let me know. hugs for your day. Keep posting and fighting. We can and will win this.