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Originally Posted by rkba97
Totally random but does your screen name have anything to do with Led Zeppelin? Because I have a bit of an obsession.
Back to the subject at hand.. my boyfriend is in the same boat that you are. He definitely gets frustrated with my mood swings and most of the time feels like he needs to word things verrryyyy carefully, as I am liable to explode into an angry, defensive, insulting rant. Believe me I am doing everything possible to learn how to react in a more productive way.
I said it before, and I'll say it again... I think that anybody who can spend their life with a bipolar person is a saint. Of course you can't control who you fall in love with, but the desire to stick around means you go through everything that your SO goes through.
Anyway not really advice, just to let you know that life can be great, even with BPD. Good luck 
RK |
Sorry for taking so long to respond. It's not that I am inconsiderate or disrespectful, it's that i am self-absorbed. Your obsession with Led Zeppelin probably doesn't come close to how screwed up I have become over this woman,and now the loss of her(insert mega sighs here). But I've peeked out from the dumps long enough to see my tardiness with you needing attention( anybody into LZ is good with me) so....
My best friend nick named me Led when we were like 19or twenty . We were the audio nuts in our crowd and had the killer stereo. Would you believe 8 track? Yep! WE had this place up at the river on a country hill called the "Quicksilver Mines". It was hot rods and sleeping bags up in the tall grass. Full moon ,getting high...wow! Then Fred and I would open up the tail gate of his '56 chevy panel wagon and set out the two 20 inch JBL's. The main course was ..you guessed it...Led Zeppelin..I think there were only the first and second albums at the time . Nobody was complaining. I'll never forget any of it!
Any how to finish..my last name starts with a "Z", I'm a drummer. My fave and who I learned to drum to at first was(is), Ginger Baker. John B came later but his glory has not faded...and certainly not Led Zeppelin who will go down as the greatest rock band ever. On a much more sour note: my girl dumped me flat. I mean stone cold no contact tortuously
kept in silence and in hiding from me ..flat out bye bye, thanks for nothing,I don't have to tell you **** why or why not love or not leaving me in depression of all time so what, what am I supposed to do now not my problem.. ask me what happened? I mentioned that I believe she is Bipolar and would she consider looking into it. There was no problem with my asking at that time. In subsequent days it grew a life of it's own through talking with friends
The spin was that I had been calling her crazy, saying she has problems and is losing it,etc. She took all of this as an insult and abusive disrespect and decided I had made a fatal error deserving of termination. But she never told ME! She stone walled me...that is all I got. WTF is going on ?No answer. No reply .No reasonable explanation and No Mercy. I have not come close to getting over her. Not this way I keep saying,etc. etc. etc.