Welcome to psychcentral bru. I'm thinking you are self diagnosing yourself... please do go to a doctor (MD) to make sure it isn't something physical causing your feelings... and then find a psychologist to see if what you think is correct!

You can post in the Psychosis Forum where more members who experience the same read and post.

Is your spouse understanding of your psychological struggles? Couples counseling can at least help even if the break up is inevitable.

TC and come back and tell us more.