I'm feeling about in your same boat... not b/c of a T, but I'm still feeling similar. (I'm not trying to make your feelings look bad.) It's just lately I've been thiking about eating less and it's worked on and off and last night I actually thought of cutting for my first time. I just can't see the positive anymore... I look and I look, but the only things I come up with are well, to me, nothing, but to others getting up in the morning is the best thing i can think of. But yet I realize people want me, even though I really don't care becuase there really is no point to life. I guess what I am trying to say is that what Zen and heidu shared helped me a little, and I really hope that it helped you too. You are such a great person to all of us here, and I'm sure you reflect that in your life. So I really hope that whatever you choose to do keeps you alive and coming here. I want to be the friend along the way not the one who patrches everything up. Take care, and hope you are feeling better!

Through each others weaknesses we find comfort.