I didn't actually sleep last night! I heard banging on the door of the room I was staying in (I wasn't staying at my flat) and the next thing I knew, I was missioning my way off to help someone I hardly knew because one of my friend's exes had beaten her friend up. I didn't even realise it was almost 5pm!

I haven't eaten a thing all day and I'm half tempted to keep it that way, and I haven't had anything to drink since about 11pm last night. I'm exhausted, my muscles are killing and I have a banging headache. I'm anxious and was supposed to be going to the police today but now i just want to give up ---maybe it's best that I do go, just so they can see how much the d--khead has screwed with my head. When I told Ellee, she went absolutely furious. Her face was a picture of rage, shock and hurt. She told me that I have to, absolutely have to go to the police because he can't just get away with it.

Soooo. I'm exhausted and feel like crap..

Thanks for the boost, Sannah and the hugs.