((((((((((DOLL)))))))))))

What comes to mind when you ask for advice is medication. Have you ever persued this?

A sleep aid, an anti-depressant, an anti-anxiety med...

I'm so sorry you are struggling with so much. Each issue would be more than too much. I hear your pain & desparation but I also hear your determination and hard work & that is so admirable. You are a truely special person.

I wish you Strength.

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