My dear Dwayne61,

This is not a good friendship if it's causing you this much pain....just try to not think about her anymore....friendship is a two way street! If she doesn't persuade you at all....then what can you do?
But, if this is bothering you this much, then just talk to her....then you will be clear....
ya...pick up the phone right now and tell her about your concern....that's the best way to get rid of all of your thoughts....you will be clear!

take care
Marjan