I feel better about it today, I think because his mood is different (better) and I talked to my mom last night. that made me feel better too. It's funny, my feelings about it go in cycles. Normally when I am upset about him, I just retreat or try to get away. Yesterday though I just snapped, lol. I am waiting to move out until my life is a little more stable. There's a lot of changes going on in my life now. Hopefully it won't be too long.

just want to say...hope I didn't offend people with my first post. I realize the language I used was not very civil. I don't want to give off the wrong impression about myself here. sorry.