(((Micah))))))

I lack the ability to recognise communities......I wish i did.

i too spent many years wondering how i fit, whats it all about, moving in and out of societies many circles, amazed and overwhelmed and feeling not good enough, that i didnt matter, that there was no purpose, that we all were going downhill fast with no safe place to be.... maybe they are the feelings of youth, feeling powerless, it has gotten easier with time, as i shaped myself, my own beliefs, asked questions and searched for answers, the answers finally came, with time... it was no easy undertaking to know that i matter, but not more than any other, that we each matter and play a part in the huge opera of real life... any small act of kindness makes huge differences...

i see you as someone kind, who searches honestly, puts truthful effort forward, who analyzes and accepts only truths, knowing that only truth is the foundation you can firmly stand on... in science, discoveries are built on truths and you are discovering more each day.... the reward of your searching begins to unfold in time....

i can only advise that you follow the ways of kindness, as you already are doing, only you know your personal questions and only you will understand when you have received the answers you are seeking... when that happens each piece of the puzzle will softly fall into place and you will begin having solid ground to walk upon on your journey... you are becoming what you have always been, you are peeling back the layers of misunderstanding to rediscover the innocence of your childhood, a place where you can feel safe enough to learn and share, in an environment that supports and does not destroy... keep true to your own faith and belief in goodness, it is in your own heart you will know that today what you have done is right

(((muffy))))))) a place where love is.... how could i possibly have left that out? see, you do matter