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Aug 17, 2009, 05:38 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2009
Location: Buffalo
Posts: 29
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I have been trying to cope with my cope with my negitive thoughts. I am ready to just explode and Im going to lose my mind.  I am starting to hate this world and everything in it. This world just blows big time. I am 29 weeks pregnant and can't take my anti-depressants and my sleeping pills. So I'm stressed out I could just scream.  I just want to sleep and I cant even though I already took 400mgs of the Benadryl with permission. I can't take anymore of this bull. I can't control my moods and feelings. I just can't cope with anything right now. I'm going to end up relapsing and most likely end up being hospitalized again. I really don't want that though. I just feel so alone and nobody understands what it feels like to be me. "To feel hurt to be down to be kicked around" thats how I feel like the lyrics say. Nobody in my family knows how I really feel because they don't even try to care.  Wow I feel so angry at the world right now. I can't even think right.
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