I am lost
I can't control my feelings and deep inner thoughts
I can't say or I'll get my butt kicked off this website
It's easy to think that no one will take this seriosly
Like no one is listen not even the big man aboth
I'm sent home for this reason
All I want is for someone to listen not to take me back to my problems
Far away apart from my friends and emenys
Feeling the need to say but got to keep my mouth shut
Three years and then how much longer
I feel the need too but something is stopping me
Got the idea and thinking but my head hurts
Don't want to get my parents in trouble for my faults
I see my life falling even more
But if I do where will I go to next...

When will the medication kick in?