well... argh i can't remember any words (in english) On this weekend i was at my grandpa's, he invites all of us there to eat every summer. I didn't really want to go, but my sister persuaded me. I really don't like spending time with all the relatives.... Like, i told grandpa that he can't give anything from the grill to Sega, cuz she is on a diet. He argued about that like forever before he promised reluctantly that he wouldn't give her anything. Then grandma wanted me to come for dinner the next day... ugh.. i got pretty anxious. I had driven there with my own car, so that i could leave when i start feeling like that, but the others had parked their cars behind mine, so there was no way i could've gotten out of there...

Then on... umm.. monday I starded obsessing about Snufkin. I really have no explanation for that.

Then yesterday i was gonna go to the stables and when i walked to my car i noticed that someone had tried to break in to it. The locks were destroyed and i have to open the door trough the trunk. I called my sister who told me to call the police, i hate calling to places i have never called before. But i called the police and they gave me another number to call, where i could do the report of an office (?)... well, I think the policeman i talked to was just bored and stuff, nothing like the policeforce in tampere, when u call to cops in tampere, they just ask how many cops u want. (there's a police academy in tampere). Well anyway, then i had to call the garage, that now also the locks are broken (not just the brakes) so they would know to be prepared. While doing that, i was trying to get on a bus, and the driver was a total jerk. Sega couldn't behave in the bus, and when i got downtown she pulled to every direction on her leash.
I had to take care of the insurance stuff, arrange me help for taking the car to the garage tomorrow. My dad is in china, sister is in mikkeli, brother lives in tampere and my only friend has the flu so i had to call my MOTHER. I do NOT like having to talk to her.

Then i needed someone to complain about all of this, so i drove to my friend's. I thought she'd be the only one there, cuz she said her parents went somewhere (she's living with them for the summer, cuz she can't afford to live in her own place now), but her brother was there too. He's nice that's not the issue... His friend showed up just minutes after me and i was not happy about that either. He's nice too, but they are that "bad company" i used to hang out with, and they just bring up unnecessary memories. Then my friend called her friend there too, cuz they are all going to this thing next weekend, and they wanted to make plans. I really started feeling like an outsider, but i couldn't leave cuz the moomins were about to begin and i had to see it.

Moomins have winter episodes so snufkin's not in them. It breaks my heart.

Then that superhot Russell Crowe picture... I dunno.

My normal week would only include few trips to the stable and maybe i would meet my sister.